siann.
had ocip meeting today..WAHH!!from 8am to 5pm!LEGEND can!!haha..it was...WOOHOO!!tiring..hmm...dad has been a lil i duno..like a bit den he not happy..den black face me..wadde hell..going to limit le..i mean...there's no GOOD reason why i should tolerate all these can!yea..i admit he's my dad..BUT!i dun really think itz fair can!oh wadeva..so many things have been happening at home..i bet he's partly affected by it..that's why he's like that..oh well..if that's the case..aint it worse?!?blahh..i'm already affected enough by this whole thing..jus that i'm trying to not show it.i'm trying to hide my feelings..i duno what to do..blahh..
gonna start having lectures from tmr onwards.blahh..sian to the max.i'm not in the mood to do ANYTHING at all..being busy doesn't even help me from thinking about everything.blah.so what's the point?!jus let me be free..and sleep my way through..let me meet the people i wanna meet..let me spend my holidays with people i wanna spend time with..ahh wadeva.i know itz never possible..i wanna be able to spend time with my family..not jus dad and mum..but the rest too..cuzz..aunt..haiz....but do i even get the chance to?i dun even get a choice..itz not like i can choose not to go out wif my frens and go amah hse or sth..i've got NO CHOICE!i jus gotta attend meetings..plan..attend meetings...laadeedaaa..yea..i'm just glad my saturdays are devoted to my grandma..yea..I'LL NOT GO OUT WITH MY FRENS JUST TO GO TO MY GRANDMA HOUSE.hmmm..haiya..i'm just troubled.duno what to do.blahhhh
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